
When I posted
here the other day, I never really gave much thought to my quandary being a 'God thing' in my life but when I read my sweet husband's
post today I thought...wow that is so it.
There definitely is a theme that God is trying to get across to me as of late.
Humility is not something wonderfully embraced in North America.
I think one reason we have the lows along with the mountain tops in life is to keep us grounded and to aid our perspective from looking to ourselves as the center of our little universe to perhaps looking up.
I think our insecurities come from some sense that we think our lives need to be superior to the next person's....by that I mean we need to feel that, 'hey at least I am compassionate or hey at least I don't judge....etc.' because that gives us a sense of security.
(Although I know for myself I don't ever want to admit that.)
The one problem with our security and confidence being in our own good deeds, etc. is that we ourselves know that we aren't all that great all the time.
Still we somehow think when we strive for excellence, that we are being noble and good.
I know I have thus far thought that.
I am thinking God is working a beautiful thought line into my heart through some amazing and beautiful people here on earth who happen to have this connection with humility.
Humility doesn't mean one looks at themselves poorly, in fact it simply is looking at one's self in a proper perspective.
People who don't take themselves too seriously and who play in art and life, people who
don't hold themselves too precious and who seem to have no need for pretension are
the same people who I admire so much in life, to the point of almost putting them on a pedestal in my mind.
So then why do I struggle so hard with the concept of humility?